Locks of Judgment

Two years ago, I decided to grow my hair and donate it to Locks of Love––a non-profit organization that makes wigs for cancer patients, both women and children. I knew that cancer patients experience hair loss during treatment. My older sister, in fact, lost all her hair during chemotherapy. She looked like a completely different person. I missed seeing her beautiful black curly hair. For many years, unaware that I could help, I had been throwing away my hair. Why not donate it to make a wig, instead, and bring some joy to someone suffering? The decision brought me unexpected physical and emotional experiences.

I know that human beings are visual and everywhere we go we judge people by their appearance, whether we are consciously aware, or not. But could it be possible to judge a man by the length of his hair? As my hair was beginning to grow longer, my family’s statements were: “When are you getting a hair-cut?” or “Aren’t you going to comb your hair before we go out?” A very close friend even gifted me barrettes for holding my hair in place. Obviously, they did not approve of my new look. I knew, then, that I was in for a long ride.

At work, co-workers I highly respected often would make disrespectful comments like “Hey, Hippie, get a job!” “Your hair looks terrible; get a haircut!” Even those who knew my intentions would remind me that the long hair needed to go because I no longer look “manly” or “handsome.”

While visiting Arizona, a close friend of the family said to me, jokingly, that I looked ‘like hell’ and that I should be ‘taken south of the border’ to get an inexpensive haircut. At times, I perceived the cruel comments as racial statements or a good laugh at my expense. Nevertheless, I tried to remain grounded and self-contained. Deep inside, I knew my good intention would prevail.

At times, I wanted to give up, not because of the negative comments, but the annoyance of the hair on my face. For a while it wasn’t long enough to put in a ponytail. Simply keeping it in place when exercising was a problem. Forget trying to control it on windy days. Also, the care and grooming of long hair became a daily chore. As a result, I learned to admire and respect those who choose to have styled, lengthy locks of hair.

A handful of people were understanding and supported my efforts. Some commended me for the cause or shared a story of someone they knew had donated hair at one time. A few shared their personal stories. One day, on the elevator at work, a young woman told me that her mother was dying of cancer and that there was nothing she could do. I witnessed the tears running down her face. I could do something for someone like her; the hair falling on my shoulders provided the evidence.

I was determined to follow my heart. I heard the calling to donate my hair and help someone in need. I thought it would be easy to give a part of myself, but I never imagined that people could be so insensitive, unkind and judgmental.

I will always remember the day I cut and shipped the hair to Locks of Love. I will be grateful forever knowing that my locks of hair will help improve the self-esteem of a woman or child battling cancer. I guess the moral of this story is very similar to the old saying “Don’t judge a book by its cover.” Yet, in this case, it would be more appropriate to say “Don’t judge a man by the length of his hair.”

Contact Locks of Love or Pantene Beautiful Lengths to learn how you can contribute.

 

 

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4 Responses to Locks of Judgment

  1. Will Green says:

    Martin is my hero…….long or short hair……the book is full of chapters….and more to be written…….

    with my love, and thanks for being so strong, Willito

  2. joan-cochrane says:

    You go Martin! I thought the long hair look was kinda sexy, and for all the right reasons!

  3. Carole Cukrov says:

    I applaud you! I would never have thought anyone would give you grief over long hair. The prejudices people carry around, blech. I have donated six ponytails to L of L. Last year, at Camp-Out-For-Cancer in Amador County, my longest ever, 22.5 inches.

  4. Mike Greene says:

    Way to go Martin!!!

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